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Ladies and Gentlemen, I have a bad news. Five years I've been in dA and posting rather mediocre work of art. The first time that someone 'faved' my art, I felt happy and kinda funny. So, I started trying to post more and more while doing my responsibilites as a student back then. I made friends here, we share advices on what should we improve while sharing jokes sometimes  . Then, something happened and I was unsure of what to do anymore. I tried to destroy myself since I'm a good for nothing  . I got addicted to memes, drawn a lot of explicitly lewd pictures of people holding hands, kissing cheek, and cuddling . I also played some games wh